Tsonga Princess

Recently I have been taking stock of my life and my actions. I know what some of you might be thinking...this girl has too much time on her hands. Technically that's not true if anything I have to squeeze in time to write all these thoughts down. And no, I did not go away to some retreat - where I was sitting cross legged for hours trying to connect to my inner self (not that there's anything wrong with people who do that) it's just not for me. I would have to be dragged kicking and screaming before I see myself doing that anyways I digress from the main point here. Recently during one of my television binges - don't judge me - I came to a startling realisation I'm watching people get paid or at least my watching them is constantly. That made me realise that it's time for me to start making great television rather than sitting and watching great television. I have all these dreams and ideas that I keep idle in my mind because I am so scared to go after wha...

So recently I got a promotion at work. A sort of step up if you will and I thought to myself yes, cheers to the high life all will be well and I'm going to rock this ish out the freak'n ball park.... Man was I wrong and I mean super wrong... Firstly when you step up nobody wants to help you. When your climbing that ladder of success only those who truly want you to see you succeed will push and stretch you beyond your limits. Everyone, well they are just waiting to see how far up the ladder you get before it all falls apart and you come tumbling down to the bottom . That's when I discovered how far the human spirit can be pushed, tossed and refined in the fire before it actually crumbles and falls apart. I've worked hard to get to where I am today through Prayer and sheer Hard Work. Why is it so hard for people to at least respect that. I mean you don't have to like me, that's ok because guess what when two people are hired by a company none of their cont...

Recently I have have been having such a difficult time deciding what it is I want and how I want to go about making sure that the path I take is the right one for me. There are times when I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of in decision, where I just swim from one decision to the next. I can barely keep my head above water because I'm constantly swimming towards the next big decision that will change the course of my life in an instant. Then I came across this post I had written a while back -  but for whatever reason never actually published - that reminded me that sometimes you just have to trust where God is taking you even if you feel like your decisions are constantly pushing you against the current...  When God prepares a path for you - you have two options. 1. Go with what He has prepared for you and trust that He will be with you. 2. Go against the current for as long as you can wasting time until you get back to the path He has laid for you. Today I r...