DECISIONS…DECISIONS …DECISIONS!!!!!!!!!!!


DECISIONS…DECISIONS …DECISIONS!!!!!!!!!!!

My mind is a blank yet my hands itch to write something. Not something meaningless but something that will have people sit up and think wow maybe I should get a pen and paper and note down vital things of my life. See I have gone through major changes this year first it was graduating and all the million hassles that come with it, then it was starting a new job doing two of my favourite things in the world, broadcast and student ministry...then it was deciding if I want to go back to school and do my honours while my parents can still afford for me to go to school but then once I decide that I want to go back the most important decision after that is whether or not I stay in the country or move abroad and fulfil my dream of travelling. Yet amongst all these important decisions one thing that has been constant in my life is the fact that whatever I choose to do I want it to glorify and honour God...because heaven know that this year my relationship with Him has been anything but normal but I guess that’s the best part about serving Him no matter what I do or how far I stray from him he always hangs on and waits for me to return. So yes decisions have to be made and yes I want all those decisions to work out for the best for me and my family but what I want the most out of all these things is that I can still feel close to God no matter where the choices I make lead me in life, because I have learnt that sometimes the best decisions in life are the ones that bring you closer to the maker.

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